I realized it was a LIE...deep down, I knew what was really holding me back, but I was scared of admitting it, scared that I would disappoint myself, God, others...So I have tried covering it all up with a big FAT story!
But today I felt PAIN, because I realized the only thing that story has gotten me is...disappointment, shame, grief, depression, even physical health struggles...
ONE THING I KNOW, GOD WILL NEVER STOP LOVING ME, AND HE IS ALWAYS WILLING TO FORGIVE AND HELP ME ONCE I HUMBLE MYSELF AND REACH OUT. I AM SO OVERWHELMED WITH THE LOVE HE HAS FOR ME :)
Each of us are God's lambs. Each of us at one point or another have strayed and need rescued and brought back to the love and safety of the fold.
I am ready to break out of this story and run back into my Savior's open arms. "To everyone who's hit their limit, It's not over yet!"(King and Country-It's not over yet). It is time that I turned to God and let Him guide my life again :)KEEP on fighting, its not over yet!
-Maryssa M.
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